az ţu dāz pas, mī hōp (ānd fēr) grō

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mī dāz, mī konşusnes or sō mesd up. sumtīmz ī ţink wē kan pūl tis of, everēţing wil bē OK. ī luv her ānd şe luvs mē, ānd ţat iz āhel uv ā start. ţen uţer tīmz ī ţink uv ţu luvlē werdz ţat hav gon uwā dering ţis tīm. ţu bēyūtifūl werdz wēd şārd sō menē dāz ānd nīts, tūgeţer, upart, on ţu fōn, on ţu kumpyūter, wisperz in ţe ēr wīl foling uslēp. şez tāken ţem uwā. iz it distens tū end it? is it tū test mī strengţ at not hēring ţem? iz it tempōrarē tū sē haw it fēlz tū not sā ţem? ūr duz şe not fēl for mē enēmor? i mis ţem. ţā sawnded sō swēt of her tung, ānd rōld sō ēzilē frum mīn at ţu vārē ţot uv her. i mis sāing ţem.

its just strānj haw yūsd tū ţingz yū kan get ţat, yū stil uprēşēāt ţem but dōnt nesesarilē sāver ţem. jūlz ānd ī IMd yūжūulē everē dā or tū, wēd trī tū tolk on ţu fōn ubawt az often. drunk dīlz wer fun, u voēsmāl wāting fūr mē wen ī land sumwār nū. īd bē eksīted tū hav mī fōn ring, hōping it wuz her, tū çek mī ēmāl hōping tū hēr ubawt her dā.

ī got yūsd tū ţat. having sumwun tū şār ţōs ţings wiţ. it wuz fun, it wuz nīs. ţings or difrent naw, weţer permunent or not iz yet tū bē sēn. not şor if şe kan bē wun ōver, rēmīnded uv haw gūd ţōs fēlingz wer. not şor if wē kan bē salvajd. ī hōp ugānst hōp, ugānst frendz, ugānst advīs, posiblē ēven gūd jujment, but wen yū fīnd sumţing ţis preşus, ţis... umāzing, sumtīmz its werth ţē efert, ēven if yū hav tū lūk līk ā fūl. īm not ā normūl man, but şes not ā normūl lādē īţer. ī ţink ţats OK. ī hōp şe duz tū. ī wiş ţār wuz sumţing ī kūd dū. ī nēd tū prepār fūr ţu werst, but hōp fūr ţu best. its an unplezunt, pānfūl wor gōing on insīd mē, ānd ī dōnt nō wut īl dū in īţer kās.

sō īl bē mē. bāb, ī luv yū. ī mis yū. ţats ol ī kan dū frum hēr, but giv mē ā çans, wē or wunderfūl ānd kan bē sō muç mūr.

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