wāting, werēing, wundering

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its skarē. ī mīt bē lūzing ţu best ţing ţat haz ever hapund tū mē. it kīndu kām owt uv ţu klēr blū, for mē, at lēst. suç iz līf, ī supōz. īv definutlē not givin up, not on ţis. itz tū importint. sō tuf tū tāk kār uv sō far uwā, yu nō?

īm rīting ţis hēr bēcoz ī dōnt wont menē pēpūl tū rēd ţis. ī dōnt wunt ţe īdēu ţu gō urownd līk wīldfīr, mābē ī şūdnt ēvin rīt ţis at ol, but ī nēded tū tok tū sumwun/sumţing, and ţar iz wun les persun ī kan tok tū naw, at lēst for a litūl wīl. ī luv her, and ī dōnt wunt tū stop māking memurēz wiţ her.

itz sō tuf not bēing ābūl tū tok wiţ her. ī olwāz lūkd forwerd tū toking tū her on ţu fōn evrē dā, ēmāling her, sēing her wiţ awer webkamz. now ţat ī kant, ī wunt tū dū sō ol ţu mor. ī kēp wunting tū ēmāl her ōver and ōver. tū let her nō haw ī fēl, haw muç ī mis her and nēd her.

bāb, ī wunt yū, ī nēd yū, wē or sō gūd tūgeţer. ī wunt tū bē hēr for yū. plēz. ī luv yū. and ī dowt yūl sē ţis, but ugan, ī had tū get it owt. 143